I decided to erase my previous entry...
haha... =)
I think it's not worth putting painful memories on my blog. Life should always be a happy experience. - Not always happy, per se; but rather, release the painful memories into an all encompassing ocean of self committed freedom.
Why be bounded by invisible chains that you create yourself?
*grins*
Poofy shit. My parents have been away since last friday, and are probably coming back tmr night. Darn. My last night being able to sleep on the uber large guest bed without them roaring me awake in the wee hours of the morning.
One of my ccolleagues ORD-ed today. His happiness was kinda infectious. =)
I couldn't even help but be happy even though so many frigging horrid things happen the day when I wasn't around.
Even the nasty DXO was laughing when he was reading about another of my colleague who just got sent to DB earlier that morning.
(author's bite: Not that he isn't nasty still. His smile, normally a terrible crocodile's leer was weirdly different)
Felt really light.
Like a super heavy burden was lifted off my back.
.. the wonders of a smile eh?
"Laugh, like you truly mean it. Let your eyes sparkle, your heart leap, your fingers dance, your feet spright and your mind let go... More then just being free, you dissolve gloominess around... everywhere."
Somebody commented that I had a great physique.
- Lol. Maybe that made my day.
I think I was grinning myself silly. It has taken me quite some time to get to where I am. And I don't even think I'm halfway there yet. - but.... almost, almost reaching the next rung.
Thanks!
I feel very light. Did I mention I feel very light?
The one month is up.
At least I say it is.
I BREAK THIS YEAR'S CURSE.
hahahahahaha.... xD
riddikulus! ~ RAWR!!
I've finished the TAG magazine, better then ever, faster then ever and the team is responding with insane efficiency!
I've been awarded a FOUR SEMESTER advanced standing in Queensland University of Technology, which means I only have to do one year of Bachelor Studies to get my Degree!
I'm almost finished with my Professional in HR Examination, despite it being so tough in the beginning!
I'm broke, but I've got a person who doesn't care if I don't take him to air cond places to eat! And likes my cooking!
I'm going to get one more new student to teach synthesizer to! Which means alot to me.
I'm handing over my entire work to my understudy!
I got a really neat watch from Xiao Wei mei mei which is far lighter then my previous watch! (incidentally, it is Timex'"Ironman" - *cough* which probably means I'm expected to live up to that watch's reputation... haha! I'll do it!)
I've got a new colleague whom I can talk to! - about EVERYTHING. =)
Lets see.... haha.. and this is just this month alone.
Well.. I'm leaving my past behind. And I will not return to it. - ever again.
But I'm going to create a blazing future.
One with nothing to regret.
One with nothing to look back, and wish it were different.
I'm there already.
I'm going to get there.
It's in the face of abject misery when one finds a flicker of light, a quest for hope that will never fail...
Goodbye, terrible, terrible year. =)
